“There are ways of dying that don’t end in funerals. Types of death you can’t smell.”
-Haruki Murakami
“Mysteries are feminine; they like to veil themselves but still want to be seen and divined.”
-Karl Wilhelm Friedrich Schlegel
“To see a landscape as it is[…]”
-Roni Horn
LADY DIONAEA MUSCIPULA
Part I
I had that dream again:
Full moon
Summer’s edge
A watching darkness
Within the summoning woods,
Shrouded in stillness,
Something waits
The midnight air is filled with the
Murmured whistle of cunning salix tendrils
Those singing saws
Wisping about the windless air
Their sharp, swaying whisper slits through a
Masterfully woven web of carefully disguised cloak
Unveiling a majestic, ancient presence
All around, the velvet nightscape darkens with blotches of trees
Spilling out from the wound into the night:
A wine-dark bouquet expanded in ecstasy
The purest gesture of unmediated
Femininity
The silent, unfurling forest is
Intimately nocturnal
Filled with secrets that make themselves known to few
A dark deity
Draped in a robe of shadow under a sky thick with stars
Beneath the perimeter of her enveloping shade
The willows’ inky weep
Heavy with beauty
Dripped
Soaking the unhallowed land with the
Syrupy scent of allure
Like flies to decay,
The Fascinated swarm
Closer—
Insectile marionettes tugged by strings of
Lunar pull and strings of
Desire
Closing the distance between themselves and their demise
The welling moat of dark secretion steams
Its hanging fumes congeal into a honeyed gauze that
Hovers in the area of illusion
Obscuring and falsifying the view beyond
The charmed stand fixated before the forest edge
Catching brief glimpses of beauty and mystery
Threaded into the dense Beyond—
Swollen with
The glitter of divine knowledge
The power of secrets kept
The confidence of infinite patience
Her false silence deceives
Soothing away any
Lingering apprehension
The bough’s centipedal branches
Beckon
Just a few steps more
Soft wands of willow entrance
Dancing in the moonlit darkness
Fields of eyes fixate as
A seductive shadow of doom is spun
Night—
She wants
And waits
And
Waits
Arching her limbs wider
Casting her shadow further
Anticipating
Any that
Foolishly enter her
Beautiful, but
Dead,
End
Reveling in the crescendoing scent of their skin
Part II
At last
With consciousness dimmed
A lone figure wades into the trough of her cold shade
That tripwire where night and forest combine
He douses himself in the ichor and greedily
Laps the taste of stars
Night’s tide swiftly withdraws
Catch in tow
Closing inward in sanctity and
Lacing cilia shut
Commencing the ritual of Consumption
The foul lining of her gaping maw
Welcomes with silks of buzzing pain
Smothering the smitten with a thickening darkness that
Radiates from deep within
She sighs satisfaction
Savoring the delicacy with a passionate, teething horror:
The bliss of Huntress intoxicated with the
Terror of Prey
A throat of cast iron narrows in
Drowning the feverish hope for escape with darkness
Jerks of torment are quickly
Suppressed by the slowness of shock
A deadening silence
Bleeds into panicking consciousness
Unspooling rationality and staining cognizance
Black
The off-gas called Misery seeps into the air
Curdling panic and melting moonlight
Hollowing clouds and eyes alike
She stirs
Sanity flickers in all creatures around her
Mirroring the wavering glow of her cauldron
Thoughts stretch
And snap
And begin
To
Drip
The willow weeps its
Sapping horror
The juices of the mind
Ooze
The moonlight
Drains into darkness
Her animated potion
Swells
A drop of agony
A dash of anguish
A pinch of woe
Love curls up and dies
She casts aside the silhouette of the sacrificial
Dismissively binding limp shadow to an eternity of oily
Unrest
Forever constricted within the bounds of endless woodland
(Of which is tethered to no geography)
And with nothing to anchor to for grounding
All that remains is the shape of life past:
Empty outlines and
The displacing weight of
Meaninglessness
The blackened liquid bubbles as she
Bathes him in lunacy
He blankly stares into the substance of which he’s submerged in but is
Offered no reflection back
The night ripens
Vines of thorned smoke snake from the cauldron
Clawing and twining at the remaining vitals
Depleting blood beads like rubies atop the brewing potion
A boiling, rotting stench wafts outward as droplets
Monster into beautiful, terrible jewels
Her batch of doom is almost done
Horror heightens as she works
His form collapses into silvery dust atop the
Black treacle murk
The finished elixir knows its maker
Refusing gravity’s laws and instead
Leans unnaturally in a
Dazzling, unleveled fashion as she
Moves about the pot
Without even a touch, the cauldron overturns with unseen force
A sparkling stream streaks across the terrain, devotedly
Pooling about her bare feet before disappearing from sight as it
Soaks into her skin and
Rushes upwards through her veins
She’s shining
She’s blinding
She cracks into a
Slit of morning light—
The edge of a broadening gash
Dawn: the end of Night
Part III
The inky, black forest vanishes in a wink
Evading sunlight’s jabbing spear
The space left behind saturates with the chill of presence unseen
Despite brightening surroundings
The Entranced, released from desire’s grip, topple to the ground,
Staining their dress with the filth of willow’s weep
The spell has broken
And sunlit shards are used to
Cut through the fantasy
While
Simultaneously slashing the Self:
Protecting sanity with the double edged sword of Forget and Denial
(…So a fool repeats his folly)
They crawl through their incision, returning to the
Rational side of reality—for now
Her Shades remain though forest unseen, and hastily
Dispel into disparate entities—
A gravity of avoidance
From sunlight’s growing consciousness
They desperately cling to the nearest occulters,
Matching movements with morphing ebb
She watches and waits behind her restored guise of void,
Yielding dark and powerful patience while the sky slowly
Tilts from one side to the other
She does not hope for day’s end—
She knows of it
Alas,
The slipping sun can only hold so long
And Day wilts into Night—
Just a mere blessing in parentheses, a
Finite escape from
Night’s inevitable engulf
A devious dusk begins to seep in
Not quite day and not quite night
Begin mingles with end and
The not dead but not alive
Come out again to prey
Her shadows, unbound from adhesive elusion of sun,
Melt back into the atmosphere and
Weaken with the rising darkness
Their once-separate identities dilute as they
Mingle and merge with not only each other—A
Wicked, alien black trickles in from unknown origin
Spoiling them into distorted echoes of victims past, with
Nay a defense to ward against the violation of identity lost
Finally, the last of light drops dead
The sweetness of Night flowers in celebration under the
Pall of moonlit sky as she
Casts her spell for tonight’s catch
Day’s trick was merely night’s treat
The hunted are haunted once again
It isn’t easy to fall asleep anymore